Written during the years I was addicted to meth!
Oh wow! It's already been 11 years, 3 months, and 6 days of sobriety from crystal meth... but I can still remember most of it like it was yesterday... at least the parts that I wasn't completely out of my mind and unable to remember.
This compilation has 41 songs in it... most of them about my struggles with the addiction. Some of them really dug deep into the wars I had with my family, from feeling extremely isolated and alone to struggles I had with relationships... abusing the people I loved most. Note: My family was amazing, and did the very best they could for me during this time, I was just waaaaay too high to even notice.
This compilation also features a ton of aspiring artists and producers who met me as such, or fans of my music, that ended up addicted to crystal. Looking back, I shared a little bit of my drugs with them to use them as a new source of money, getting them addicted to help fund my addiction. I still carry the burden of that. Regretting how many people have suffered from me introducing them to the drug. Especially when all they wanted was to hear or make music.
But instead of allowing that pain and regret to drown me, I use it as the spark to ignite my purpose, and continue searching for love to fuel my mission.
Cold as Ice is the THIRD out of FOUR COMPILATION albums that I will be releasing this year. After that, I will launch the album that's been 10 years in the making. "TIMELESS" Overcome Anything
CHECK OUT THE OTHER COMPILATIONS BELOW or FIND ME ON SPOTIFY to listen for FREE!
Compilation 1. "From the Beginning 1996-2002" Click Link for iTunes or AppleMusic
Compilation 2. "my iLoJeKaL years..." Click Link for iTunes or AppleMusic
Compilation 3. "Cold As Ice" Click Link for iTunes or AppleMusic
Compilation 4. "Rise of the Phoenix" Release Date: 02.13.2018